Yoong's feeling

台湾游记（1）

2011-04-14T20:33:00.000-07:00

距离我上一次去国外旅行，已经是一年半前的事情了。而在这中间一直不断听到同事们，朋友们去台湾旅游回来后的感言，都羡慕不已。而在去年终于有机会等到了亚航AIRASIA的展销，和女朋友，以及她的中学同学共15人一起订购去台湾的机票。有这样的机会，实在让我雀跃不已。

从去年的8月订购机票开始一直倒数，这中间也多亏了依盈一直努力的为我们寻找及安排台湾的行程，住宿和交通，让我们省下了不少烦心的动作，轻松地享受旅游行程。而时间过得非常快，转眼间就到了旅游季节。终于等到了4月6日，可以上飞机的这一天。

从马来西亚吉隆坡到台湾桃园国际机场大约4个小时30分钟左右。到了机场，除了拿行李还有登记以外，第一件事情就是去台湾旅游局柜台领取“宝贝机”。其实宝贝机是在我们来台湾大约一个月前作出申请的，并完全免费，里面的Sim Card有100元台币，供我们通讯用途，其实去了7天大家都把宝贝机的余额用得七七八八，但是中间不少的通讯工作真的非他不可，不然用马来西亚的电话线打出去，月尾电话费一定是涨到皮包出血。

不久后，先前安排好的司机魏大哥和张大哥就到机场接我们，我们上了车后就直奔逢甲（台中）。当然，在路上我们还是需要解决肚子打鼓的问题，所以就在半路到了一间烧鸡鸭店享用午餐。虽然名字是烧鸡鸭，但是其实还有其他种类的菜肴，好像烧排骨，猪排等等，然后有不止有烧鸡鸭猪，还可以选择4钟配菜，老板娘还送我们每人一罐乳酸菌饮品。大致的价钱是从60-70台币不等。不但如此，还有很好喝的味增汤供应，加上老板娘热情招待，让我觉得这样普通的一餐却吃得很开心。

吃完后，我们15人就浩浩荡荡的出发到逢甲。其实大家（尤其是女生)最主要的目的是杀到逢甲夜市去血拼（绝对是用荷包的血来拼的）到了逢甲，大家就到名宿参观。说真的，这是我人生第一次看到这样美的民宿(因为暂时我还找不到漂亮的马来西亚的民宿），房间还有主题如簧猫咪，蓝海豚，粉红熊等。其实这就好象我们幼稚园的时候老师为我们分组取得名字一样。但是房间里面的装潢却真的有符合主题，如蓝海豚就真的是有蓝海豚的娃娃在床上，这些可爱的装潢让我们惊叹不已。

当然惊叹完毕之后，就是女生去逢甲夜市搏杀的时候。我们一路在逢甲夜市里吃了不著名食品，如臭豆腐，黄金砖（面粉皮+沙拉酱+花枝Sotong），最终点必吃的重点好戏就是逢甲夜市的宝芝琳大肠包小肠（大肠是糯米，小肠是猪场包香肠）。台湾的食品要知道好不好吃其实就在于看哪一档的队伍很长（这也是台湾制造多人购买效应的方法），所以我和我的女朋友秋琪就往人多的地方钻。轮到我们的时候，最好吃的黑胡椒味却卖完了，所以我和女朋友就买了一份蒜味和一份辣味。虽然如此，但是却还是很好吃，完全可以刺激我们的味蕾。从来没有吃过那么好吃的小吃。就因为外边的炸糯米和软香肠一次吃下去实在太有口感了，加上其他的香料配搭实在让我觉得非比寻肠，回味无穷。

当然除了小吃以外，秋琪也不忘了此行的目的-扫货。所以就光顾了不少店面。买下了1条牛仔裤，1条牛仔裙，还有一些衣物。但是算算看看，一天就花了大约马币台币1000多买衣物，让我觉得有点担心接下来的旅费不够(但是到最后才知道这个担心实在太多余了)。

这就是台湾旅游的第一天。

Blissful

2010-06-06T03:36:00.000-07:00

"How do we able to enjoy a blissful life?" I think this is the question who may ask ourselves always. However, no many can give an exact answer or even perform in their ordinary life.

Of course, is hard to put an objective answer on everyone and tell them what is bliss, because human do pursuit different objective. Someone wish to earn as much as they can, other may enjoy the time with friends and family, some people think that helping people with their strength is the most blissful matter.

No matter what is the answer, i think the most important element for blissful is love. Without it, no matter how much u earn, or even u have the world, but u are still poorer as compare to the people with love from the other.

Therefore, we should think how we do love our friends and family, or even ur spouse and the society. Sometimes, just do something on behalf for them, example like cooking or even put ur hand on housework, it does strengthen the relationship through appreciation toward each other effort.

With the love u pay, u will gain back their concern or even more then what u can imagine. Our society does need more concern and love, as compare to economy recovery. We do have money in hand, but we might the too selfish to help the poor.

Hope we do take care more on the other as our ability or influences is getting larger as well as the society can enjoy the bliss and blessed, wish peaceful fall on us as long as possible. However, those things wouldn't fall for free, but need us to work on it.

Immature Democracy

2010-05-25T08:15:00.001-07:00

I was in my office in the early morning, and phone was ringing. Therefore, i picked up the phone.

Then, another side came up the voice and was asking for my boss's schedule, Dato Wee Kah Xiong and she said she want to meet him.

I told her that i have no idea about that, and i asked what i can assist in state of giving her those contact.

However, she talked in frustrated manner and say that Dato should meet her regarding her son's JPA scholarship appealing matter.

I told her that we are doing appealing process, and ask her to submit according to the progress. However, she didn't listen to my opinion and saying that we cant make anything happen and MCA is useless, and shout out she will not vote MCA for the next election.

In fact, i was wondering how many voter has the same quality as the woman i met today if the voting behaviour just related short cut to gain national resources, Then shall be no doubt why the people say those money politic and corruption can be efficient in those by election (buy election).

It is just because we have too many voters just care about the money in front of them, but not vote for the party which is good for the country and mechanism.

Therefore, the education in Malaysia is really important, if we vote just because how much the resources you can get on, but not base on the morality and public policies, the country could't be changed.

Malaysian, please think bigger and farer, vote is not just base on your personal interest, but is about ur next generation and national. Think before you vote, but not base on the irrational or selfish reason.

So call "Intellectual "

2010-04-01T01:57:00.000-07:00

Quite a number of people call themselves as intellectual or scholar, assume themselve to speak at the moral side and society. These are the person so call"intellectual".

But, what the the term scholar means? And what is the fucntion of them in out society? Due to my understanding, scholar is kind of people who study a lot and analyse anything through theory and enlighten the other or even exchange opinion which other rationally without (or less) emotionally.

Nevertheless, I could find there are lots of so call scholar think themselves are with perfect moral and critic the politician which they don't like without much rationality.

I m sorry to say i am quite sad to hear that because the scholars on nowadays are really different as compare. Words and theories used by just to shoot someone down through articles on media which base on their personal agenda.

I hate these type of people is embarrassing and humiliate the word "intellectual". Hope they know and find the proper way to express their opinion with their human rationality.

Therefore, dont always believe those who called themselves as scholar or intellectual, they might just the one who are irrational with the perfect and knowledgeable outlook.

孤寂

2010-03-30T05:55:00.000-07:00

从我呱呱落地开始，我开始依赖我的父母。上了学校，直到大学，就开始忽略家庭，往朋友堆里去。谈恋爱时，常常和女朋友腻在一起。所以我很少有机自己和自己想出。但是，从去年圣诞节前一个星期开始，我恢复了单身。这样的一个时候，我确实也开始思考单身应该可以如何过？

首先，单身要面对的就是自己。以前都把心思放在别人身上。但是现在要收回来面对自己。到底应该如何和自己相处，并且不会感到寂寞呢？最重要的是，自己做的任何事情，是为了自己的理念和想法去完成。当自己能执行和完成自己的想法，其实是非常开心的一件事情。甚至忘记了什么是寂寞，我只知道我做的每一件事情，每一步都会把自己推进一些。

不过，当自己单身一人的时候，在人多的地方，或者是看到情侣满街的时候，总会想到为什么我的身边没有人和我牵手，拥抱。但是，往另外一个角度去想，再看着别人的幸福，就如同看到电影的欢喜场面一样。这个时候的你，绝对会为他人感到高兴，并且祝福他们的美丽的故事会延续下去。如此一来，心态将会是充满阳光和乐观。以吸引力法则而言，必然会招来更多的好事在你身上发生。

明荣以这几个月走过来的心得和大家分享，希望可以帮助大家改变对待生活和自己的态度。

哭过就好了

2010-02-18T23:27:00.000-08:00

是不是什么事情，只要伤过，痛过，哭过，我们就学会了更坚强，更有经验的去面对这一切一切现实的残酷。

可能我们会更勇敢的面对，但是还是一样会伤，会痛，只不过我们懂得了新的疗伤方式，让我们比以前更快的站起来，恢复状态。这就是所谓的越挫越勇。但是同样的事情，有者也会选择逃避。就好像我们知道皮肤碰到沸腾的热水会痛，我们会尽量选者不碰，以减少痛楚。这就是所谓的逃避。

不管是面对或者逃避，我们总是需要生活。只是希望大家能了解，就因为伤痛，当我们的得到成果是就会非常珍惜。就因为伤痛，我们会尽一切最大的能力，去避免下一次会痛，从而奋发图强。也因为伤痛，我们会有同理心去了解其他不辛的人到底有多么惨痛。

我们的不辛，真的哭过就好了。别人的不辛，就算哭了，亲人不会回来，肚子也不会饱。

与他们相比，我们的痛，是多么的渺小。。。。。。。

北京

2009-11-04T05:44:00.000-08:00

中国北京，时值汉朝，称之为北平，在东汉割据时期，是公孙赞的政治中心。而其被重视的时代在于明朝靖康之难以后，当时的明成祖为了巩固自己的势力以及方便防守北方的蒙古，才迁都到北京。而在这起起伏伏的400余年，中国虽然换了朝代，但是其首都却还是在北京。（除了民国时期迁都至南京）。

我于山一个星期到北京游玩，虽然我不断地从朋友口中听说北京有多么的不同，但是只凭想象却不能让我全然知道他是什么样子的。然而，当我到了北京时，我最关注的是他的交通状况，人群流动，人文素养，房地规划，经济以及商业手法，因为我确实是想看看到底共产党如何管理和规划首都的。

结果，出乎意料的让我发现，原来北京确实是非常的进步的，城市规划绝对比马来西亚好上百倍。为什么那么说呢？你可以想象北京的人口差不多有3千多万，换句话说就是比马来西亚的人口还多，但是北京却只比吉隆坡大6倍，如何在这样拥挤的城市供应同等数量的工作，公路和房地产呢？很对不起的说一句，我们没有很好的城市规划，区区的几百万人就可以把我们吉隆坡的交通搞得水泄不通（就是塞到连水都不能过）。但是我国的摩多骑士应该感谢政府，如果没有这样的状况，你们怎样可以训练“塞车缝特技”呢？（就是塞在车与车之间的缝行车的功夫）

还有，吉隆坡当然有其可取之处啦，就是“垃圾分类”，别误会。我们的分类可是随地都可以发生的。就是把污水和固体垃圾丢到水沟，污水就会随着水沟溜走，固体垃圾则会留下，厉害吧！
我们终会说中国人实在没有什么道德素养，但是从以前随地吐痰到现在大多数人吐在垃圾桶里，总算进步了许多。吉隆坡人却非常乐于给“工作”于清道夫，好让他们不会被炒鱿鱼。那本人也代表吉隆坡清道夫向随地丢垃圾的人献上万分的谢意。

当我们已经习以为常的时候，不进步的时候，别人总会超越我们的。如今，就连以前厕所没有们的中国赶上头来了，还是大大抛离了我们。学如逆水，不仅则退。我们的人文素养和管理能力是要保持原地呢？还是向世界看齐呢？

愿与大家共勉之

小马车的故事

2009-10-01T10:21:00.000-07:00

上一回说到了小马车离开目的地--西方的圈敏纵声血西越来越远了。车上载着马夫，副马夫，同姓先生以及潘贵妇去“黑土音疏香”城表演黑土功。

经过了一番折腾，小马车中遇到了“黑土音疏香”城。在表演之前，其实是需要为潘贵妇准备非常多的事情。其实也是因为潘贵妇非常讲究排场，好让大家能够认同和认识潘贵妇。由于黑土功其实是将毛发沾上黑土，然后涂在树皮上。其实和涂鸦墙壁没有多大分别，只是费用和用具的卡斯不一样而已。而潘贵妇的黑土功有两种表演形式，一者是现场示范涂鸦，另一个就是把涂好了的树皮粘在树板上（这样就变成了一块涂鸦了的树，不过是4方形的。。。。）或者是把树皮挂在树枝上。

为了让大家非常认同潘贵妇的黑土功是非常了得的，潘贵妇就会在开始表演的时候现场示范涂鸦，而在准备树板方面，“贵妇后援俱乐部”（简称，贵援部）都纷纷来助阵。过后，小马车团队和“贵援部”的会员们一起作准备工作了。为了要求精准完美，“贵援部”的会员们甚至使用了尺去量好树板和树皮该如何对称，就连一分相差度需要调整，（相信由“贵援会”处理MRR2公路的话，肯定不会裂开，因为他们实在太厉害了，竟然用工程师的专业标准来处理黑土功的树板）。他们这样做，一定是想到大家都会带尺来看黑土功表演，这个令小马车的龙马完全佩服“贵援部”。

除了“贵援会”成员外，东马其实也是一名专业的医生。她就像为病人开刀似的来使用尺来算好树皮该放在那里。（如果我国医生大多数如此专业，相信可以死少很多人）但是，尺只有一支，所以引发了“工程师”和“医生”抢尺来工作的情况。

当然，现场更少不了马夫和副马夫巡视表演现场，还好潘贵妇对摆设相当满意，不然小马车团队肯定会忙到半死。

在忙完准备工作后，潘贵妇为了答谢大家，就请大家去餐馆用餐，当然是相当丰富的。小马车的马儿们还有月饼吃来欢庆中秋。其实龙马，木马和兵马是觉得我们这一低级马是无福消化这一些富贵餐的，但是潘贵妇既然开口邀请，那我们作为马儿的就唯有硬着头皮去咯。。。。。

不要紧张，小马车团队和“贵援会”用餐并无特别事情发生。。。。。。。

但是，今天的龙马真的很不喜欢副马夫在最后两分钟才来和数字小姐做出了很多的决定。一是又要请贵宾到房间用餐，一会儿要用到盆栽，一会儿又要把皇帝用膳的方式来招待贵宾。。。。。
而副马夫并顺应数字小姐的决定。其实龙马并不介意做多一些工作，不过想要告诉副马夫可否早一点计划和商量好？因为今天龙马和别的马儿约好了一起跑步，龙马不想失约，变成了没有马齿的马。

今天下午东马是和龙马起一上路到郊原的。在路上，东马看见龙马不高兴，想要安慰龙马，她就说，在小马车做工其实就是要注意非常多的细节的。而潘贵妇已经算很好的咯，而且你要清楚自己的要做的东西，才能设定自己的底线。龙马就问，那现在我们其实有什么底线？潘贵妇要我们做什么，我们就做什么。（有啦，我们的底线就是不能飞上月球咯！）

但是，龙马觉得已经是休息时间啦，也就不想再对东马提小马车的事情了。。。。。。

然而，在这一个时候，副马夫其实和数字小姐还正在商量如何让潘贵妇，“贵援部”以及各位贵宾更加高兴。而这个快乐，绝对是建立在马儿的身上。这时的龙马，其实在想着潘贵妇其中一幅作品，叫做“博爱”。。。。想想看，把它变成“博出位”比较贴切！

潘贵妇的表演即将开始，欲知详情，请看下一集。。。。。。。

小马车的故事

2009-09-30T06:27:00.001-07:00

在现代社会中，有一辆小马车。说起来这个小马车其实是大有来头。。。。。。

话说在几年前，共田帝组织者一辆小马车，为的就是让小马车往西方的一座城市，名为圈敏纵声血西的城市去，好让都城的人民可以和西方城市的人建立联系。就因为那一座城市的文化水平非常高，所以共田帝想要想那一座城市取经。

而共田帝也非常支持小马车的行程，除了帮忙组织以外，还招夫（马夫）买马，当然还包括给予相当数量的盘川，以供应小马车的一些费用。因此，小马车万事俱备，并顺利上路。

不知不觉已过了几年，共田帝已经退休，并把帝位传给现在的皇帝，名为公羽帝（这个名字确实比较好听）。公羽帝并没有停止对小马车的任何支持，相反地，他还是尊重共田帝遗留下来的小马车。但是，公羽帝也有非常多的政务需要处理，所以也没有太关注小马车的进程。然而，目前公羽帝对厨艺也相当有兴趣，所以现在忙着炒菜。

话说回来小马车的状况，小马车确实在之前有3匹老马，一个正车夫以及副车夫。然而，今天的小马车，2匹老马已被丞相召回朝廷，而目前的小马车是由1匹老马，2匹新马和1匹小马拉着，而正车夫和副车夫还是一样的人。每一匹马都有他们的名字，那一匹老马名叫东马，2匹新马一个叫龙马，一个叫木马，而小马则叫兵马。

按照先帝的意思，小马车确实是应该往西方的圈敏纵声血西的方向去的。但是在目前在路途上，因为正马夫在路上遇到了同姓先生。其实同姓先生非常支持小马车的形成，也非常愿意和小马车合作，不过他和正马夫正在讨论小马车是否可以先往他的家乡 - 汗摸穴烫一趟。同姓先生说明汗摸穴烫里的黑土可以帮助我国人民提高文化素质的，只要大家何以用多使用黑土，就可以了。正马夫听了后，并且使用黑土后，果真非常有效，结果就相信了同姓先生的话。

但是，要往汗摸穴烫走，就必须往西南方走，当中的路程是多了一点，但是为了人民，大家都觉得这辛苦是值得的。但是，当小马车越往西南方走的时候，就觉得非常不妥。。。。。

不妥的故事有非常多，上个月小马经过了贵妇镇，而当中有一尾潘贵妇，是同姓先生的弟子。而在贵妇镇的贵妇有一个特色，就是非常爱出名。而潘贵妇在同姓先生的指导下，黑土功更是大有长进。当小马车经过贵妇镇时，同姓先生就建议让潘贵妇把黑土功展示给大家看，所以就让潘贵妇搭上了小马车。

车上就这样多了一个人，4匹马开始还觉得ok，但是潘贵妇在要去各乡镇表演的途中，不是指错路，就是对马车和马匹要求多多，当然用在旅途的盘川也开始多了。潘贵妇作出诸多要求后，马匹已经有点累了，同姓先生看到了，也有样学样，对马匹开始要求，而且还要求马匹可以完全了解他的意思，说一就能够知道第十步怎样做。而该对马匹作出指挥的马夫，也只是对同姓学生和潘贵妇的动作唯唯诺诺，唯命是从。虽然副马夫也看不过去，和马夫先生表达了意见，却没有反应。在这样的情况，也唯有指挥马匹照潘贵妇和同姓先生的意思去做。

突然间，皇帝想要在炒菜时看小马车目前的情况如何了，所以就飞鸽传书要求马夫报告形程。在这个时候，马夫真的非常担心皇帝知道小马车用了太多的资源在黑土上，会对他进行责备。如果，让皇帝知道小马车目前正在往西南方前进，而且离目的地越来越远，皇帝不宰了他才怪！

在这种十万火急的时候，马夫唯有向皇帝报告小马车其实已经在牛转你进的地方努力了，而牛转你进其实离目的地不远了。。。。。。。

对于这一件事情，木马相当生气，因为他觉得这样做其实只是向皇帝交功课，但是真正的目的就是要到达同姓先生的目的地，或者是马夫的目的地。。。。。。这样子来利用朝廷的白银和用心，确实让人民有些心疼。

其实4匹马在这个时期已经很累了。。。。。，而小马车目前正往着“黑土音疏象”城市进行。但是潘贵妇将会如何摆贵妇样子，而同姓先生又如何可以代马夫命令马匹呢？下回继续须有分晓。。。。。。。

Pain

2009-09-28T05:44:00.000-07:00

We are the strange creature in the world, because we always have feeling, no matter, what you see, hear, touch, taste or think, it may cause feeling happen in your heart.

Just like relationship, the first time when you get into it, you feel the feeling that you havent felt before, it is sweet and happy. If you have any incident or accident exist,what i mean is break up with your first love. It caused you feel the extraordinary pain. Just because it is the first time you feel it.

When things come into second, the damaged could be less a bit, because you might counter it a bit through your experience, and the other reason is you get use to the feeling, which alr been prepared, which doesnt feel as pain as the first.

Therefore, the more pain we gain, the less pain we deserve. So if the pain the coming, just let it be. What i can do, i will still do my best. But when the fate prove to me that cant be avoid, then just let me feel it. The damage it cause might be less.

All the best ya, the more pain i gain, might lead me to become stronger. It happen once before.
And what i said has been proven by myself.

Tsunami

2009-09-25T08:18:00.000-07:00

Just finish the movie tsunami with my dearest.

After the movie, I was thinking that why the earth be so cruel to human being? At last, I get the answer. We are cruel to the earth as well.

Just because most of the human are persue the greatest profit, therefore, we exploit each other as much as possible, and we are exploiting our mother earth the most.

Just because we want more colour paper which can exchange more material, human used the poor people whole life and time to work them to fullfill their basic living requirement.

Do the colour papers can be eaten when u are hungry, or thirsty? Or save ur life when typoon and tsunami comes? If not, then why we are persuit it blindly?

Just because we want more crude oil, we used crude oil, other natural resources to cause mass destruction to other country. 911 happen once in US, and more then 5000 people death. But 911 happen everyday during the Iraq war. We didnt notice because most of the media were not coveraging........

God had brushed the human sin once at thousand years ago, Ark was built for the only kind family in the world.

And Now, will the God directed another tsunami again? All depend on human who are exploting your same kind and mother earth...............

Inspiring Idea

2009-09-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Since I start my new job in MCA, I actually i have more time to do my reading.
There are numbers of books in my bookcase, my office table which can float me up.....
Therefore, i have made my precious time to read more, and i found what i wish to in a book.

The book is talking about social business and mostly critic the world poverty situation. The world 20 % population has control over 80% of world resources, and the rest just only have 20%. And then billions of people has live less then 1 dollar a day while even a milk cow in US can get 2 dollars a day. It is means that people are less valueble as compare to a cow........

Therefore, the author analyse this happen is because most of the human believe the theory of capatalism and liberal by Adam Smith. Human being is to presue the greatest profit. Thus, the capitalist try to get more profit by exploit worker especially the citizen at developing country.

However, he contradict the idea of persue greatest profit is not the mindset for every single human in the world. He belive there are some human being are excepted from the theory example Bill Gate and Buffer who donated most of their property for charity usage.

And he suggest those money should be used to create social business which can sustain the company itself and also benefit the poor people through acheiving it social objective.

The author actually have been runing microcredit business in Bangladesh for 30 years successfully. He has helped more then million of poor family and some of them has escape from the poverty life. Beside giving loan, the bank trains and educates those loaner to run their own business to gain profit. 99%percent has return their loan to the bank, it proved that the poor will pay back the loan when they are able to..........

At 2007, he coperate with the world biggest dairy company (Dannone) to produce nutricient food to poor children who cant get sufficient nutri in their daily food. The factory has successfully produce vogurt to those poor children. Moreover, it also produce more vacancy to the local in order to enhence their income......

There are really a good idea which inspire me to look from different perception toward business world. Finally i understand that business is not just a cool and cruel machine about profit and exploit. It can be a warm dimension to spread love to all the people all over the world.

Thks to the book "THE WORLD WITHOUT POVERTY" by Yunas, who rewarded the peace Nobel prize on 2007.

To be Or Not To Be part 2/2

2009-09-22T07:31:00.000-07:00

Since the paradox happen, between to be or not to be, i really have no idea what and how my friend is going to do.

If he choice to continue, for sure he have to face a lots of forseen and unforseen problems. Including persuade the girl's parents, brother and sister to accept him. Of course, the best to way to go is become a billionaire in the fastest speed. (is time to buy3D, ToTo, or go Genting to find Uncle Lim)
Then definitely the girl mother will sell her daughter to my friend..........

However, i really cant imagine how can he face her parents after that, when his lover obey her parents so much without any principle at all. (I think her parents might prepare a contract to list down how much they need and ask my friend to sign, without any objective from their daughter.)

Sorry to say that my friend really cant accept these imagined picture. But he really dont know what he should do........., he ask me to find a good guy for her. I dont think i will put those good guy to face her parents unless those millionaire who is over 70 and might be in graveyard soon. (these really fit into the requirement of her parent, they can get the heritage soon after the old man die.)

My fellow friend, i really advise that you should try to give a chance on yourself to escape from her as soon as possible. I know is really hard to do, since you had gone over 4 years with her. Please believe that while you let go, it is the best option that you are having now.

Time can really change many things especially feeling. I might not have the hard feeling like you, but i had a terrible suffering experience before, i know how pain it can be. The experiences that you had is full with sweet and bitter moment, but when u turn back and look from the future, this is just another matter in your journey. If we just stand on a piece of land where both of you are suffering, why dont my just fly to your destination and leave her to go on her way. No worry, her mother for sure will care for her. No matter how the other force or influence her, is her choice to follow or object, is useless when you wish to pull her out from her family, unless her is willing to.............

Fellow friend, is time to decide, to be or not to be. It is an exam that testing about wherther your wise can conquer over your feeling or vice versa.

p/s: All the best to you, i hope your get a distinction for the exam just like how you have done in your Univerisity Campus.

Part 2 End

To Be or Not to Be part1/2

2009-09-21T00:05:00.000-07:00

I just met my dearest friend at last Saturday. I need to wake up at 8pm in the morning which the day i have no need to just because i promise him to eat the tasty "bah kut teh"(pork tea) where near by his housing area.

Eventually, i was able to wake up, went to my girlfriend house and took her to that "far" area.....
He came out with a smiling face. I really cant remember how long we have never seen each other, and feel pleasure to meet him.

Before, he took us to the restaurant, he made a call to someone and say:” dear, I m going to have lunch with them.......". I was stunned at that moment, and asked him after the phone call. You have a new girl friend or this is the one who were separated with you in the beginning of the year? He replied, "yup, she is my existing girl friend and still my girl friend at the moment."

OH MY GOODNESS, HOW CAN IT HAPPEN! May be all of you think that i was too over on the issue. Just make you all clear about what had happen before this.........

The Story started from, once upon a time (4 years ago), a boy (my friend who were really young), and a girl were been together. They went through the "normal process"(beware of this, because the opposite might come) of dating like having lunch together, watching movie and celebrating the girl's birthday romantically. Of course, they didn’t tell their parent about the dating at the first of beginning, until the girl's parent discover them when her mother saw her down from his car in front of the house....... (Background - shockwave appear)

Her mother was so angry about them, because her daughter dates with a guy without “informs" her..... But still gave an option to them. She requires them to take a third party whenever they are dating...... (Here comes the slightly abnormal part)

The poor young couple had to agree with that to show the respect to Elder. Then they might at least be able to date each other. Then situation become funnier, they follow the instruction by taking her younger brother when they were dating. (I wonder is it the Aunty wants her son learn how to hold, hug and kiss a girl in the process of dating, if she did, then just buy some romance DVD will do, and the tactics definitely are much further advance then the young couple.)

As the times and condition goes by, the boy cant really took this. He try to have some romance moment by just take her into the car and go wherever they want to enjoy the time they had. While the car had reached the end of junction which nearby her house, her mother gave call to her lovely daughter by the machine gun tactic (means keep pressing the call button until u hit the target down). Her filial daughter had no choice nut go back to show how filial she is.........

The boy was quite angry with that. He wrote his feeling on msn (facebook was not popular at that era) and tell every parent to stop their authority to allow their children to enjoy a little freedom. (is alright to write in the msn cause normally we don’t add our couple's dad and mom in to our "friend list".) Unexpectedly, the girl's mother view her msn while she was not in front of the computer and read the words "accidentally" (advise: dont write something bad about other even though they might not in ur facebook or other communication tools, because i know there are some corner of the world without privacy from this case.) Eventually, the aunty was frustrated by the words, then "order" her daughter breaks the relationship.

What can a girl who is really "filial" can do in this case. She is just a flower in a warm house. She has no many friends because the aunty stop her to make more friends to avoid crisis happen. Thus, her only rely group is her family which include the aunty, the uncle, her younger brother and elder sister.

I suppose to say the story should end at here. Unfortunately, it didn’t. The story did continue until last Saturday. The boy still keeps in touch with the girl. They were still in the relationship because the boy thought he can persuade her parents in the future. Their dating progress is more on like a meeting. The name of it can be absolutely abnormal dating program. (Short form - AADP) The boy can only meet the girl in her break time between the classes carefully, because her mother takes her in and out to school and might send lunch to her lovely daughter at lunch time. (Such a "great mother" who look over her daughter like a prisoner, but of course slightly more freedom then in jail, i was wonder that why cant her mother just take course and join the US president bodyguard team)

Therefore, no romantic dinner, no movie time, no trip to any place to them and the AADP bring them cross over 4 years.

At the time, both of them have graduated from University and started their career. The boy has become a man which awarded distinction in his academic and get a good tenure with great amount of salary (as a freshgradute) in Loreal. The girl works in an accounting firm as an accountant.

The man think is time to announce their relationship to the aunty and uncle in order to escape from AADP. Therefore, he told her what he will do and forwarded to her house to face them directly.

When he reached her home, he saw the Uncle in front. Suddenly, the Uncle locked the gate when he saw my friend, and added another cruel word to him, don’t touch my daughter, because we are expecting her to be married with a rich guy and yet you are not the one. Then the Uncle just went into the house quickly without looking back at him.

The poor friend had been shocked over the action and words. He really cant believe this is the situation will be after he had paid so much effort to maintain and tolerate with the circumstances, and get the most ridiculous answer in the reality world. (Seriously, i still cant really understand how does an accountant can marry with a rich guy, i suggest that the uncle and aunty at least send her to train and competite in the beauty contest which held by Astro first)

There is no other choice but break the relationship. However, he still can’t release the one he love from his heart. Both of them still keep in touch and meet up as "friend". The last time i heard about was, they are "friend", which can’t be couples anymore. I release my heart although i knew my friend could be terrible sad, but at least he wouldn’t waste his and her time in the future since they have no future.

Therefore, while i heard he called her "dear" in phone, i was thinking that what can he do? Whether he should continue or break it? Finally, i suddently think of the word, "To be or not to be", in this case, it is still a question for him..........

to be continued

Professional Objection

2009-09-14T07:47:00.000-07:00

The mentor just "thing" on my head about the question of the professional.

I can really agree that a professional person, organization or company can concern more about their target consumer, and always say yes to them.

However, something happen that just pop up and lead me to the condition......
People just ask an organization to do watever they like just because they are customer, just because they pay, or just because your manager like them, then as employees, we have to say yes in this circumtances.

Then the organization has to work for the particular requirement which may affect the other operation or plan while the employees are exausted for the tiny particular matters.

This reflect that we do anything for the them eventhough it has affected our daily operation and working plan.. But most of the boss like this kind of executive because they can fullfill most of the request of customers which including cleaning, photostating, become assistance of particular big customers...........

I understand that we have to do some such of that work to prove that we can. But the main idea of the passage to just to tell, we have to reject anything operation that didnt regarding to our job scope and some particulat request which has over the limit of rules as well as the way of organization should focus on.

If the employees are busying on the matter that didnt regarding to the final objective, how should we achieve it. It just like a train that heading to it's destination. And the train might be late always cause need to fullfill some "late customer" who alwyas not on time to move their butt to the train, or the train has carry on too much weight which the train actually cant but the captain do it just to "comfort" the passenger.

The train can stil reach the final destination, but it will be one of the latest as compare to the others train who started their journey on the same time. Please tell me, the train that start their engine on time without waiting and carry the managable weight is more professional or another late train?

This is what i can see from England. which is one of the great country of the work. Just because they know when to say yes and no to their customer. So call they are professional.

Therefore, please concern about are u a professional person, in a professional organization or u r just being a rubbish bin that require everybody want and need but losing ur final objective.

Two Apples

2009-09-08T07:00:00.000-07:00

Two alliences parties are playing on going drama from a second to another,
MCA has internal fight, PKR's crying sound is enormously better then the governence in the states.

Both of the parties would like to scold, argue and contradict each other, to compare who is the worst in the country.

Sorry to my fellow friends and public, welcome to the reality. This is the situation in our country.

We have no choice just because most of the people are persuiting power in the political field. We have less and less leader who lead our country with morality.

Then, how the country will be?

Since 308 political tsunami happened, we have more choice on buying apple,
An apple seems nice to eat, but worms is digging in, another is an definitely an bad apple from it outlook.Which one will u choice?

My Answer is：Neither

Duo Co- Competition and Coperation

2009-08-26T21:47:00.000-07:00

Human are a kind of really particular and duplicated object. Just because human are not unisel, with a brain and desire compare with dinasour, although their size is much more bigger then human.
Thus, human has lots of complicated mind and also parodox tought, especially chinese. There are pro and cons happen in the situation..........
We can learn from the history that chinese can be very powerful when they have been united, and definitely they need a brilliant and smart leader, which they are always have,
but external force will be easily penatrade in the society while chinese rival with each other.
We do competite with other, but we always need to be coperate as well,
However, the mindset is the most vital key while we are praticing competite and coperate.
To competite is just to improve ourselves, to become better, stronger and kind to say, contribute to the other.
To coperate is always hope to have a same result as well, mostly bring the most happiness to society.
Nevertheless, if the mindset is just focus on self consideration, then no matter coperate or competite will just become an ugly and funny drama for the audiences who wish to look down at the society, is good to say that we are fullfiling the other entertainment demand. The sadest things is we didnt even gain any income from the publicity...........

In the nowadays condition, we are taught to be competative everyday, therefore, we race, competite, rival with our classmates, colleauges, friends.

Just to say, no matter we how many person we win, if we cant really take down our weakness and improve our morality, what is the winning worth for?

Have you win yourself today?

Blissful

2009-07-24T02:58:00.000-07:00

The word alone is really an amzaing condition is many people,
It is so hard to be reach, because not many people can achieve to be a blissful person.
In the topic, we may say that Bill gate, Buffet are the people who are enjoying their blissful life, just because of they have a lot of money.......
I am sorry to say what they have are money, but not a blissful life until they have donated most of their property to form a charity to help the other at the end of the world.
Therefore, they are on their blissful part while they earn not just because of themselves, but all for the others.

In this case, i believe Mother Teresa who work for the suffering was enjoying her bliss while she gave the other happiness as well. The enormous of bliss atmosphere is spreading from one person to another. The same things happen to earthquake at last year in Si Chuan (China),
we can see many give out their hand generously, but some unkind picture had happened as well.
However, it just show that the world still has some hope, a number of people who are hearted and may bring us to the blissful direction,
Why not me and you are one of them........

p/s: I have a nice dream with me, plus the ethusiasm to study about internation politic, the final objective is to solve the problem that occur as much as possible. Fortunately, with the support from my dearest, i will sure i am stepping on the blissful path. Thk to my dearest. Your support is always like the light bulb beside the dark road, they flash the way that i am going, and besure i am on the correct direction. Thank to the support you gave and giving. My dearest, you need to be strong as well, just let me back you up to pull you up. I love you.............

Cheer
Yoong

Memory

2009-07-21T07:46:00.000-07:00

As a human, we all have the ability to recall the happens which had passed......
Beside recall, we are able to have different feeling from the point where we are, and we were,
This is the same happen to me........

My junior had his brithday party yesterday, and we celebrated happily.....
Before he blew the candle light, i was asking his age, his answer is 21.

This seem a very long time we have been knowing each other since he was 18 and i was 21,
And now, our status is different, situation is not as same as last time, and our perception has been changed a lot due to the different circumtances we had faced,
However, i still can find myself as 21 years old with them,
we had a debate competition after the dinner, (because we know each other from debating class)

We enjoyed debating because that is one the way we learn, and we live with.........

After the dinner, a few of us went to another mamak stall and talked about our big plan,
at that moment, i found that we are having different objective, and also stepping on various
path......

Nevertheless, no matter how we are, you all are still my friends, i feel welcome to share what i have with you all and shall assist each other to achieve our goal.......
No matter how much distance we have, we still can learn from each other (although i am older then you all)

Happy birthday, Ming Yao, enjoy your 21st year in the world,
and i wouldnt forget how we worked with each other last time, hope you have a brighter and lighter way to go.............
Wish you have a good and blissful life.....

From
Yoong

New

2009-07-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

Since the year started, things seem all new to me, beside my friends and family members
are remain.
I am working on my new job, new colleagues and also has a very understanding and dearest girl friend.
Despite how suffer i was, it is already past tense for me, how enormous the pressure it was,
i had overcame by taking the challenges.....
Finally, these bring me to the rout that i am walking on,
I feel really satisfy to the career, at there i am stepping forward to the my objective,
it become nearer and clearer,
Every time when i touch about the political and cultural topics, i know i have a clear mind set on it,
i know what am i doing now, and really hope i will be success to assist the other and bring the world
to the finest environment that we have.
My supervisor is really a good mentor for me, although she is quite busy recently,
but she really brought me into the reading club which form inside the organization,
and i enjoy the learning culture inside........

These are my life recently, and not much complaint i can made :p

Cheer
Yoong

Worse or Worst

2009-05-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

This is the most common situation that happen in Malaysia, or among Malaysian, either worse or worst. Because most of the good in Malaysia has gone. No matter where they are, is hardly exist at here.
According to my perception, the happen is just because we all thinking about doing something which is just nice to win the other competitor in the same field and also the same region. But less or never put the eyes outside Malaysia. Even though sometimes, we might learn from the other countries, but we are not learning, just copy from the other and then swallow it without chewing,
without digestion. After all, the outcome has the big potential to become failure.
This is what happen in our country, and even in school. We. as a teachers have done so much work but we are keeping the objective of education far distant from our hand......
School management is fully "utilize" the teachers on every day, hour, minute and even second to complete the works load just because they want to complete it, but it doesn't matter with the education objective.........
We are gasping for air and bare of time, at the end of the day, either we become superman or women, when we can survive, but with the sacrifice of passion in education and personal time with our personal relationship, and also time to improve ourselves.....
Please organize everything and plan to reach the final goal of education, but not to waste so much resources but doing works with that tiny little outcome. This is the worst management i have ever seen, or in another word, there is not such word in their dictionary.
Don't just believe in the slogan of "just do it", before we act it, please believe me that the company has it own plan and strategy to do it. Believe me, "no plan means plan to fail"
No matter what kind of school you are studying, is the problem that you are in the worst one, or the bad one. There are neither best or good on the land. If you can find one, please tell me as soon as possible. Thk

Cheer
Ming Yoong

我们的弱点

2009-05-19T04:46:00.000-07:00

今天下午，我和婷一起到雪隆董联会开会，
会议是关于八独中辩论比赛的内容。。。。
其中一题是我亲手创作的，
辨题为“新纪元风波应该带上媒体讨论（正）”， “新纪元风波不应带上媒体讨论（反）”
其用意在于看看董联会这一些华教人士对这一提的看法，
结果第一句话是“不行”，当然这有经过了一些讨论，
但是我看到的是，各位华教理事显然认为题目“太敏感”了，
果然，天下的鸟都是一样的，
当华教人士口口声声要求和政府辩论教育课题的时候，政府用“敏感”来表示不方便，
然后华教人士破口大骂，或是愤愤不平，
那怎么今天对于华社的内部问题拿到辩论场上讨论，却又如此“胆怯”。
所以嘛，当我们一支手指指着别人的错处的时候，我们有时四支手指是指着自己的，我们是不是应当省思，自己是不是有同样的过错呢？
我们很喜欢看到别人的错处，却认为自己绝对是圣人一个。所以说嘛，当人人都觉得自己是圣人，那么世界就会变成了战场了，因为人人都觉得自己是对的，凡是不同的意见那就是错的。这样的世界，哪里会没有争吵呢？丈夫说妻子不对，妻子就会说回丈夫错了。此为家庭不和。校长常常数老师的错误，然后觉得自己是圣人似的的，然后老师常常数别的老师的问题（因为我们是善于模仿的，老师当然模仿校长咯），学校内部当然不合。家庭和学校都如此了，如未来的国家和社会会怎样呢？但是，反过来说，当我们觉得自己是坏人的时候，那就不一样了，我们需要别人的指导来更正自己的错误，这才是成为人得一个道路。凡是别人指出的错误，我们都必须思考，如无，则加以勉励，不犯。如有，则改过，不重犯。所谓，过能改之，善莫大焉。这一种中华优良的传统文化，别白白断送在我们这一代手中。

但是，请注意，世界上还是有两种人可以责骂我们的，一者是老师，一者是父母。因为他们都是为了教好我们，才骂的。所以他们的话，我们更需要聆听。

与大家共勉之
荣

Myself

2009-05-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

Since the day i was born, i have been changing myself, both in spiritually and also physically.......
Several years ago, i found a base for myself. A theory and it is applicable to any situation......
However, sometimes i forget to maintain it and i might cross to the other path,
therefore, is time for me to gain back the strength and power to growth and maintain........
The words i do always say to myself, a person who has the ability doesn't worry about jobless.
Thus, no worry about my chances. But need to worry about my improvement of skills and abilities, and also the way of thinking i am.......

Is time for me to stand back, dont be too much far from the original ming yoong............
stand back and keep maintaining.

P/S: My lovely wife is always a good adviser to me, You are the gift from my very good luck fate to meet you on the path. i appreciate everything i am having, especially you, the one i love and precious always.

Cheer
Ming Yoong

Recognise Myself

2009-04-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

The school had asked me to stay for sometime. I have agreed that and become a part time teacher in the school in order to finsihed up the job until end of the semester.
Today, i had an interview just now, and actually i was quite confident about the theory i had.....
but i need to agree that i have less knowledge about the current situation and certain people whom related to the political parties in Malaysia.
Finally, in between the interview, i realised i was too arrogant. I am just a young boy who have not enough knowledge and info about the condition.....
Is time for me to know, for me to learn, update and improve myself more in the field, if not. I am just the one who know about theories but no pratical and cant do any applicaiton on the current affair.......

All the best to myself.

p/s: Sorry to my dear because i woke you up after the interview. Thk to my dear who encouraged me all the time. For sure i will always do the best, for you, for myself and for us.
I appreciate that and love you always.

Cheer
Ming Yoong

Farewell

2009-04-25T03:34:00.000-07:00

So long, farewell,my colleagues and students. To leave you all is just because i have another path to
go, going near to my destination....
It doesn't mean i can meet with you all.
a FEW words to my students

To my student,

The best way to remember and miss me is just to recall whatever i taught you all. Your achievement will make me feel happy because this is the biggest wish i have on you all.

Cheer From
Ming Yoong

And some words to my colleagues

Thank to the english department in confucian taught me a lot of lessons, including self management and handling those tremendous pressure from school. I enjoy to work with all of you. Hope i still can meet you all in future. May be we are apart in term of carreer, but we may have the same topic to discuss and chat to each other. All the best.

Best Wishes From
Mr Ann Ming Yoong

Thank to the debating society had a farewell party with me just now. It was so memorable occasion. Just find me anytime if you all have any question. I am willing to listen and also give some advise. (Of course treat me some tea and dinner definately can create better atmosphere and streghten our relationship. haha) Or may be you all may be my student again when you enter University.

I willing to shout my gratitude towards you all. Thank

P/S: To my dear

Sorry that i cant be in the same workplace with you in the future, where the place we meet each other. But surely, i may fetch you to the school frequently because just to release you from the driver position which full of suffer and also hope to see you in the early morning, just to light up your life in the morning, and mine too.

Cheer
Ming Yoong

Double E: Enlightment and Excitment

2009-04-12T00:45:00.000-07:00

Just finished my work and had my lunch with my dear,
today is parents' day in Confucian
I feel really happy toward the occasion just because of i did influenced some parents to think about
their relationship, how and what we all need to educate to the children and ourselves.
I am not really that genius and professional in teaching, i am still learning, therefore, i invited
Confucian into my class by taking some books regarding classic literature.
I think it is useful for us and the students to improve.
No matter how would it be, i had be endeavor to change the other,
Hope the day of tomorrow will be more beautiful........

P/S: Thank to my dear who accompanied my yesterday to take those books. Surprisingly, i realised you start to be interested in classic reading. No just for yourself, but also the kids. I felt you are really an enthusiasm and responsibility teacher. All the best, my dear.

Cheer
Yoong

resignation occurs

2009-04-04T18:31:00.001-07:00

Finally, is come to the end of my career as a secondary English teacher,
no matter how much workload i had, I still stand steel with just mumbling and some complaints,
I had to work on Sunday even though the god rest on the day, (the school just to prove that they are not following the normal calender like the other).
Exhausted, tired and lack of energy came across to my spirit and body, and with just one bad policy, it hold back a teacher,
The school force every classes to get a certain amount of donation, unfortunately, my class cant reach it. Therefore, I am now holding the position as a teacher have to solve the problem,
then i think is time for me to act as a sales person and hit the target in time...............
Since when a school become a company that greed of money,
and just assume the teacher and those students are their 'marketing executive', or our school main objective is to train our students become a good promoter and help a lot to push up the amount........

I feel weird and disappoint toward education field, and eventually believe that quit from the organization is the best way to go..............
Farewell, my colleagues and my lovely student.

p/s: thank to my dear support me at the time. You must have no worry, i will feed you at the future, of course with full hearted hands and love.

Cheer
Ming Yoong

Obstacle Obtain

2009-03-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

My career finally come into the stage that need to cross over some obstacles,
Still hanging in confusion environment, which i cant really see the term 'efficiency' in
the company profile,
the top and middle gun is aiming me recently, i guess they sense some of the rebellious
emotion on my face, or my poor performance........... (but sorry to say that my performance is getting better)
Anyway, what i can do is to wait, another chance to jump out from the confusion water,
and fly up high into the sky, of course, with my advantage which i am still improving
and get to learn more........

P/S: Thank to my dear who always support me, you are my source of encouragement......

Cheer
Yoong

Mess come around

2009-03-07T00:23:00.000-08:00

My life started become messy since last week,
i am really tired just because of the work load, time adjustment and planning getting worse,
just because i want to sleep more..........
No matter how, is time for me to recover back,
a good break should be taken, therefore i need 3 days to adjust everything, especially my time and also habit.......

Thk to you all who concern me always, i will do whatever as the word i promise......

Cheer
Yoong

Lowest Defensive Point

2009-03-02T01:51:00.000-08:00

Both Immune system of spirit and physical have been break through.........
Enemy who name "disappoint and tired" invade my territory and take my every breath from me.....

I think is because i feel really tired to work too much, from teaching, planning for the activity and also handle the problematic students also kill me and force me to the corner of exhausted......
Sometime i really cant understand why can the students performance or action can be so problematic....., but from another point of view, there why they need us as a teacher to educate them.....
Just may be i still have not enough experience and ability........
Or i really find it hard to cope with these,
or the i have put too much effort to finish my duty, but not to teach and educate......

There are too many of possibility, but the main that i need is recover,
cheer up now and also carry on my responsibility....

Gambateh to myself

Cheer
Ming Yoong

心态决定幸福

2009-02-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

一个人，原本是名作曲家，但因为经济风暴，丢了饭碗。过后在一家餐馆做侍应，
但是却觉得自己很没用，加上自尊心受创，所以每天喝酒，赌博，欠下高利贷，还要回家打老婆！
然后，在一次的意外当中，他失亿了。
事后的他，得到了一个老伯的帮助，老伯每天只提供三餐，住宿而已。。。。
相反的，他却生活的很开心。每天帮助老伯摆挡，工作。。。。。

同样的一个人，面对着困难的环境，但是却有着不同的心态，
造就了不同的心情。

幸福并不是你一味地追求你想要的，
而是珍惜着你拥有的。。。。

人们都觉得幸福永远都在明天，
却往往忘了它就在身边。。。。

Give up or Wake up?

2009-02-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

Finally, i feel my heart is getting tired, and may not carry the burden.........
Therefore, i will pronounce here that to take a rest by release out the pressure and suffer.....

Just because of i felt that we have different heart beat, different rhythm
different tempo, distinct mindset and it let me feel she is really hard to be touched,
an unreachable heart........

thank for the lesson and process, i had happiness in the progress and i really learn much from you,
No matter how we will be, hope you will become mature and better....
Wish all the best happening and will occurs in your way.........
All the best and good luck ya......

Cheer
Yoong

KO AND OK

2009-02-19T07:03:00.000-08:00

Finally, i have fall in sickness today, will bad flu and spinning head......
I did went to work, but with dizzy condition, i have no choice just to lean on the table and sleep for a while......
May be is because i am really tired since Monday,
May be is because i have too many of matters to worry
May be is because i have used too much energy to solve my question with answers......
And there are a lot of may be,

Just think that illness is not a good situation for me now,
By the way, i have slept for an evening and should be ok right now.......

p/s: i heard your voice yesterday, with flu and cough.... i cant do a anything apart to say take care and rest earlier.

幸福的味道

2009-02-17T06:24:00.000-08:00

今天一早七点，我就如平时上课时间到学校。突然，嫚丽就发了短讯给我，写着
Mr. Ming Yoong
Glad to inform you that your breakfast have been prepared.
Please collect at the 1st floor when you free.

这样的一封简讯+早餐（虽然只是三文治），让我嗅到了一点点幸福的味道。
谢谢嫚丽~

在学校真的好忙，放学后就约了莉香到大将书局，因为它即将要搬家了，所以书本一率折扣50%，我一口气就买了很多很多，谢谢莉香的陪伴，应该没有让你感觉太闷吧！然后，我们去到了the garden 的蓬莱吃台湾餐，再到coffee bean喝black forest。。。。。
这一种感觉真的好安稳，舒服。。。。。

所以谢谢嫚丽和莉香让我看到了幸福的味道。。。。。。

p/s: 真得很想和你分享我的生活，不知道你愿意听吗？希望你可以健康快乐，要努力加油哦

Stupid Valentine

2009-02-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

Firstly, dont misunderstand the topic. I dont mean valentine is stupid, it is a very precious and valuable day to everyone no matter u are single or already with commitment.
But i was becoming a stupid person in the day which i couldn't believe by myself.
I was stunned for a few minutes for the first time,
I was become stupid and found hardly to say a word while communicate with her,
Just to say, everyone will fall into the blink spot while they are in the situation,
And i was.
But of course, i am jumping out of the box and start to think deeply to solve some questions which deep inside my heart, they need the answers desperately.
Time to question myself, solve the questions, and also

Time to do adjustment.......

p/s: my valentine's wish is still the same, wish you become the most blissful person in the world,
take care ya

Cheer
Yoong

爱太深，还是会放手的

2009-02-11T03:01:00.000-08:00

爱一个人，一开始真的是一种感觉，甚至这一个人有吸引你的特质。
当时间慢慢的让两个人有更多得相处时间，两个人了解了对方更多的性格，接着鼓起勇气在一起，接下来可以让双方在一起的不只是性格，特质，样貌，而是两个人之间的记忆。
美好的记忆和期许确是能让两个人更喜欢对方，应该是说更喜欢这一个人所带来的幸福感。

但是，世界不如意的事情十之八九，谁又能保证幸福和快乐的情景能时时刻刻在我们的身边呢？
曾经有很好的回亿，但是后来不好了，该怎么办呢？已经给不到幸福了？该放手了吗？
有些人选择等待，继续付出，有些人选择放弃。

爱太深的人，也会选择放弃的。因为他没办法看到自己最爱的人在任何一刻受委屈，与其痛苦地让她着在自己身边，倒不如让她离开，找寻属于她的幸福。所以，爱太深，还是会选择放手的~~

荣上

Happiness

2009-02-11T02:20:00.000-08:00

I think i am quite stressful in these a few days, exam is coming around the corner.
Duty and work in school can never been finished.......

However, i am still able to bring myself into happiness by finished certain level.....
and also concern the other too....
is a good sign to see this happen to me, cause i was hoping to become a a person who can really take care the other no matter what happen on him, a tough man and understanding as well....
Eventually, i reach the objective, good to you, and the others too...

P/S: gambateh to you, not just your exam, and also personality. No worry about the mistake u had, because those are the causes to develop yourself...... :)

Cheer
Yoong

Busy Day With Smile

2009-02-10T04:49:00.000-08:00

There is another busy day in Confucian,
donation, class management, cleanliness,debating team competition and there are much much more activities beside my teaching program........

Therefore, today i was busy until i sweated for the whole day.
Especially the exposure trip proposal and other document that i need to burst it out today by the order in sudden.
No choice, i need to submit them as soon as possible which had messed up my plan for today.....
And then i was having a lot of error while i was teaching, too stressful, i guess.

However, when the time to home was on, my face remembered to beam and remind myself, i can lose my energy, my time, but not my blissful life and healthy spirit..............

p/s: tomorrow is your exam, all the best to you.

Cheer
Yoong

Thankful

2009-02-08T19:57:00.000-08:00

I feel gratitude to everything beside me.....
My family member, who support me always no matter what i am doing, (sometimes i may be criticised also)
My friends, who always cheer me up and wish me the best whenever they are with me......
(doesn't it means it doesnt happen when they are not with me)

Therefore, my immune system is really strong, both physically and spiritually.

P/s: thk for the msg that concern about my emotion, i am really fine now......

Cheer
Yoong

Give up?

2009-02-07T09:13:00.000-08:00

I am gasping in sudden, for the long day from evening until late night........
Not because of me, just may be cause too much of pressure toward the one i care the most...
Nothing much, just to say sorry in here. It does affect, but hope most of my effort would be positive.....

I am getting tough in my life and everything, nothing can beat me beside death. Of course i might get hurt, but no worry, it can be recovered, as compare to my last relationship, the damage that caused actually is not a big deal at all....

I think i am really understand what situation i am in, no matter what will happen in the future, actually is alright for me, that is not such word "necessary" in my dictionary in term of romance. Whatever i did just to avoid myself from regret...... Nothing else.

p/s: Just exile yourself for these a few days, i think i need to isolate myself from you too.. No worry about me, i can take care by myself. What i need is just adjustment......

Cheer
Yoong

Gathering

2009-02-07T09:04:00.000-08:00

We meet different people at different stage. We always choose who should be our friend and also eliminate them as well, just to suit our different requirement and perception.......

However, i believe that friends is the one who also cause us to recall our sweet and sour memory, and also grow with us....
I was having a gathering with my primary friends yesterday although we had graduated long long time ago. I was wondering how they will looks like seem i didnt meet them for 2 years. But the one changes the most, is myself......

Guys, i am really happy you all still calling me for gathering, and i am willing to see your faces. It was fun and nice to chat with you all, but hope my attitude didnt annoy you all....

Take Care

p/s: didnt call you at that night although thought about you, but i should let something apart you take place in my mind...... good night and all the best to your exam.

Cheer
Yoong

Am I Not that Good

2009-01-31T20:54:00.000-08:00

I think that i am one of the quality man in the world,
full of intelligent, knowledge, idea, a lovely man, with concern and a caring person....
And also a person who equip with quite a number of skill, cooking, music playing, singing, computing, web designing, movie editing and music arrangement......

However, at last these doesn't make any help when i was having relationship crisis, because i was lack of confident and not aggressive enough. By the way, i am really different today, i have the confident and aggressive today, and also braveness to cope with every difficulty, even though in the relationship, which i care the most.

Eventually, i am still a human, still got a lot of weaknesses. Someone just say i am not romantic at all, just because i have no much idea on those handicraft..... i really dont believe that, may be just because of the products didnt happen on her.

p/s: honestly, i may be not as romantic as the other does, but i will really try my best to do, may be just to make your face beaming........

Cheer
Yoong

Trap myself again

2009-01-30T10:56:00.000-08:00

I had found that i am getting deeper and deeper in the river,
and really care for her always. Although i dont message her and call
her that frequent, but actually i wanted to know how she is everyday.
Either happy or sad, excited or tired, and may be more and more emotion and news related to her,
any problem that she face, i am willing to become her audiences and listen,
even though she is really a long winded and talkative person, :p
but i am always willing to be..........
Sorry that i lie to you, i do check on blog always, concerning about what happen on you, to know you better, either your history or present......
I really want to take care about you when i see you, i did it sometimes, and i argue with u too....
i hav no idea that you like this way of communication or not, but may be just to let you feel that i didnt care much about you, to decrease the pressure on you.
Just hope you always be fine, and the most important is your study since you have been putting lots of effort on it. I will support you always, no matter in action or spiritually. Just because you are the one........

p/s: Wish you happy chinese new year, and all best to your study. :)
Good luck on your exam.

Cheer
Yoong

《起風的季節》

2009-01-29T18:43:00.000-08:00

《起風的季節》王羚柔

灰蒙蒙的天，褪色的那張照片
你的笑我好想念
因為距離，比我想的還遙遠
我無力飛到你面前
冷清清的街，一片片枯黃落葉
我好想和你見面
這份思念變成我唯一的依戀
所以眼淚總沒停歇

起風的季節
沒有你在我身邊
在孤單的黑夜風更加冷冽
滿地落葉，都是我對你的想念
這樣的愛，還是斷線，
起風的季節，如果你在我身邊
像這樣的畫面，幸福的極限
努力加油!要我們再回到從前
希望愛情沒有改變~

有一段时间没用方块字了，然后很久很久，多愁善感的明荣也没出现。
没想到那么小小的一段歌词会引发出我会有很伤感的情绪。
那一天和他们一起唱歌的时候，当中有三个人哭了。。。。
当然我并没有在里面，我当时后觉得我应该稳着场面，所以并没有让情绪影响了自己。
但是，我并非冷血的。。。。。看着自己的一个好朋友为了感情的事情，被折磨得身心疲惫，也看着前女友忍不住眼泪然后往房外走去。。。。。
但是，我的反应还是一样的，因为我觉得我是可以扛得起的，直到大家散了，回家了，我也累得睡着了。本想着自己会没事的。没想到这一段歌词加上剧情，竟然让眼泪掉了。
可能因为我很清楚知道过去的已经过去了，我曾经等过，坚持过，认真的爱过，付出所有，甚至失去了自己，但是结果还是悲惨的。

p/s: 可能值得我等的人还在前方等着我吧。。。。。

明荣加油，不可能回到从前，不过幸福倒是可以找到得。。。。。

Fireworks

2009-01-26T21:13:00.000-08:00

I had not much desire to see firework since i had born....
But it changed my mind while i was in Liverpool two years before,
it was a very nice firework when the city were celebrating she became a cultural capital of Europe on 2008. The fireworks were sparked on top of the famous Albert Dock, with the enchanted background music which fitted with the beat.......
I saw the passion of the residents, and the honour. This changed my mind about fireworks.....

Now, i am in Genting Highland. I have stayed here for 3 days, and today is the last. I saw the fireworks last night, thk to the Chinese new year. I had recorded the whole progress of the fireworks. (But my waist was pain because i had to bent for 10 minutes :( ) Anyway, it is really a good memory for me to enjoy them with my family under the strong, cold wind which like penetrated into our body.

Hope the fireworks will bring all the best to the people no matter they are Chinese or non- Chinese. Although the beautiful of the fireworks are just a short term twinkle, but it can be remembered and stored in people's heart.

p/s: I cant do any divination to predict whether you are the one who can enjoy the fireworks scene with me for the life time, just hope the bliss will be sent to you all over the path you are on.

Cheer
Yoong

Paradox

2009-01-24T08:59:00.001-08:00

Finally can hav a good rest. I have 9 days of holidays before i back to school.
but i felt the Chinese new year had lose its meaning.....
For the reunion dinner, i wil hav it with my family member (as ordinary) in Genting Highland,
then i will stay there for 3 days (oh my god)
Just a question for myself, what can i do at there?
Reading?
Entertain myself?
Of course i can really enjoy the holiday with my family member, but isnt it will be better if we
can stay in our comfortable home and also my lovely library.....
Anyway, it had been decided...
Just follow the plan.
Of course i will bring my mum and sis to the theme park,
of course i will go to Starbucks by myself and have a great time with my harry potter~~
and then sure i will go into the casino and ............
to enjoy the banquet only.......

That should be the way i wil have

p/s: Hope your Chinese New Year will be a good time for you to rest as well...........

From
Yoong

Birthday

2009-01-22T04:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was my birthday,
I found that i am getting rounder and fatter compare with last year.
Is it means this is the time for diet.....

Really, thank to the friends who celebrated with me, including my students who are still studying in secondary too.

I had my blueberry cakes and chocolate cake in a day. Wah! My stomach was full with flour and chocolate. Because i ordered a cup of ice chocolate and a bowl of chocolate ice-cream + i had eaten a big piece of chocolate cake..... I will be a chocolate man soon...........

My birthday wishes is hope the peaceful will come to the world, and also hope everyone, including my friends and family are getting happier and healthier. I have the confidence to make myself live better, just hope the spirit will spread to the others..............

p/s: This is really a happiest birthday i had ever, especially thk to xiao kai yu. Thk to your delicious cookies. I like them really much and find it hard to be finished, because every cookies in the box is really precious.

An Ending but Another Begining

2009-01-20T01:58:00.000-08:00

It happened quite some time,
And i really didnt know what should i do.
However, incident came into my life suddenly and we had discuss about our feeling.
I really care about her, if the action i did may affected her emotion badly, this shouldnt be the way it does.
Anyway, i think i have to change the attitude. Eventually, i was been released and my heart was getting lighter at that time. This prove that she was really burned my spirit which had over my limit.
At last, we feel better to each other. Just the 6th sense tell me that we might be on the path in the future.
Is it accurate?
Just let the time prove it...............

p/s: Wish you will be the happiest person in the world

From
Yoong

Alone

2009-01-15T05:19:00.000-08:00

Today is another busy day in Confucian, i should be exhausted,
the work and pressure are tiring me....
And i wish to see her once, may be just a few minutes, but at last it cant be.....
Anyway, i found that may be i should alone also, just want to know how much that lonely is......
I back to my home from school before i started the journey.
I had a great bath, and then change into a good looking, then started the first step.
I went to mid-valley after i had collected some document for my mum.
The first thing that i did was putted my ear phone on and listened to my favorite song which are in my phone, then i went to MD to had a delicious and tasty McFlurry. Is was really lovely until i ignored Hagandaze. (Haha)
I had my great dinner in a taiwan restaurant which located in the Garden,
read some books that i like.......
Just the last things i didn't do is ................. watch movie just by myself.....

Hope next time i can do it, anyway, there isnt any interesting movie as well. .....

Hope you also enjoy your time. (Just hope u r happy and blissful)
From
Ming Yoong

A small River

2009-01-08T05:19:00.000-08:00

I think i had fallen in a river,
The surface is full with concerning,
but it also affecting my emotion when the waves keep pulling on my body,
It shake my body, and has frighten my heart as well.
Eventually the heart found a piece of small land and rest for a while.
I dont know how long i can stand in,
But just i will stay until last drop of my energy been used......
However, i still hope there will be a full hearted hand will pull me off the river,
and show us where the blissful path is .....

From
Yoong

投降

2008-12-25T19:28:00.000-08:00

原本平静的心情，随着想念，掀起了一些些的涟漪。过去的早上，我都把时间花在想念她身上。不过，自己的理性却渐渐地把这一份想念压抑下来了，也责骂了自己为什么要把时间浪费在她哪儿呢？所以都开始往积极面去想，去计划多一些的事情，把这一个想念替代。

直到平安夜，看到了街道上许多的情侣一起庆祝圣诞，才想起身边好像少了些什么。应该是少了一个人，少了需要准备的圣诞礼物，更少了对你得祝福。所以在那一天的晚课，特地祝福你平安，健康。

但是，一直处于平静的心态却被你的一通电话打破了，昨天你的一通电话真的让我不知所措。刚开始的时候，我是真的很想生气你，加上要送人回家，另一方面，我的理性告诉我我不该和你再有任何的接触，所以没和你谈太久。但是，在回程的途中，我的心却一直在责备自己。为什么还是那么地在意你？我真得觉得很矛盾。我不是应该生气你吗？更想和你一刀两断，互不拖欠。但是，一听到你在哭泣的声音，我的心也被锤子狠狠地敲痛了，因为真得很舍不得你哭。

我的学妹应该是第一次看到我这样挣扎的表情，就说了一句很重要的话。她说，如果你在下一秒钟就不在人世了，那你会不会后悔没有打给她呢？我当下的答案是，我会！

有人说过，我的心是一座城堡，是像魔戒里人类世界里最坚固的米得而斯城堡。曾经的我也自认为这是真的。但是，我却发觉你的咳嗽声，脚的受伤和眼泪就足够融化了这一座城堡。
我无话可说，如果这是你想要的，而且是你的计谋，那我是我输了，彻彻底底地输了，我很想奋战到底，生气你一辈子。但是，最终我选择投降。你赢了！

p:s 曾经我告诉自己，不会再为你留一滴眼泪，原来我的坚持是那么的差劲。

几乎一夜未眠的明荣上

气节

2008-12-19T10:07:00.000-08:00

谢谢很多人对我的关心和疼爱。这包含了家人以及朋友们对我的关怀。今天其实身体有点不舒服，但是还是去逛书店，看电影。谢谢朋友们的关心，其实内心真的很温暖的。
今天看的电影是《叶问》。这部电影让我不断地想起中华民族的爱国情操。
从古至今，中华民族都有着坚毅的气节，从汉朝的苏武，三国的孔明，宋朝的文天祥，以及叶问等等。不得不让我佩服。我会想象如果有一天我面对着相同的状况，不知我是否有着同样的勇气和决心呢？不管怎样，我一定要有这样的精神，才不枉费学习儒家思想。所谓，诚意，正心，修身，齐家，治国，平天下。明荣必须加油，方能成事。
今天终于看到桎柞了，觉得他真的很浮夸，我和他相比，真的是小巫见大巫。所以我是不能走浮夸路线的。不过有这样的朋友真得很开心，但愿来日还能场合他联系。桎柞说我变了，变得潇洒了。可能需要在乎的东西少了，人也轻松了，所以才潇洒些咯。
期望大家都能过得很好，当然这包括我自己。。。。。。

累了

2008-12-14T00:53:00.000-08:00

昨天和拉曼的学弟，学妹们庆祝辩论班班长- 钶柔的生日。我们大家在12点半夜时到green box唱歌。其实昨天真的玩得很开心。尤其是大家一起在那边唱唱跳跳，疯得很。相信他们也没看过那么放纵的我。

不过，当我听明耀唱着品冠的《疼你的责任》时，我顿时觉得自己有一种无力感。我发觉自己真的真的没有疼别人的能力了。“总觉得有疼你的责任，要你是最快乐，最单纯得人。” 就觉得那一种付出是目前的我做不到的。可能我已经累了，也没有力量去承受任何感情上的伤害了。。。。。。。

别担心，由于我还在养伤期间，所以有这样的感想也是正常的。但愿能早日复原。

放手=喜讯

2008-12-12T18:43:00.000-08:00

其实离我和她分手的日子已经接近3个月了，有时候还真的回想起以前在一起的日子。
一起欢笑的时光。争吵的时候。谈电话直到三更半夜的状况。更让我印象深刻的是离开了她去外国读书的不舍和想念。这一切的情景也只能在脑好中浮现了。当然，这当中也有非常痛心的画面出现。为什么她可以变得那么快，那一刻的她，已经不再属于我的了。。。。。。。。

可能在开始的时候，我应该留给自己一条退路，应该想好一切都会有结束的时候。这一切一切，都是受到了极大伤害后的自我保护的意识。

当然，冷静了多个月后，看回去着一件事情。确实是很伤，很痛。但是却很庆幸它发生了。因为在爱着她的过程中，我竟然让爱淹没了自己，甚至在当中差点窒息致死。在窒息的当儿，还给她重重的往我的自尊心插上了一刀。虽然到了今天，这些刀痕，泪痕都还在，不过已经开始结疤了。

在我的人生当中，我不能因为一个人放弃了我的梦想，我更需要对对我有期望的人负责。我的父母，朋友，学生们甚至是我将来的伴侣和孩子。为了他们，为了自己，我更要很努力的往我的理想前进。加油。。。。。。。

圣诞节的宴会

2008-12-12T09:48:00.000-08:00

昨天的晚上，和汉洲，丁友，俊杰和柳莹决定在圣诞节前夕去The Curve进行我们的倒数派对。
其实这是让我很兴奋的事情，因为可以和最知心的朋友一起庆祝节日。甚至还可以在他们一起享受着当晚的气氛。
我一生人之中，朋友是我其中一样重要的财富。其实，不管在去到哪儿，或者是什么节日。没有人和你一起分享这其中的喜悦是很孤独的一件事情，丛然身边的风景和气氛再美丽都好。或者说，我是很喜欢感染朋友的欢乐，甚至和朋友们一起开心的一个人。有知心朋友在的地方，都常常是我们一起谈笑和分享的空间。

所以，真的很感谢这一群朋友从中学陪伴我直到现在，不管是快乐还是悲伤的日子，你们都给与我很大的帮助和支持。在圣诞节这一天，我能送给你们的是，我这一生的友情。谢谢你们。（不知道你们准备的圣诞袜子装得下这份大礼吗？哈哈）

喜欢和爱

2008-12-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

经历了感情的挫折后，我开始害怕自己会爱上一个人．
爱上了一个人，我会在她累了的时候，总是希望自己可以冲一杯热巧克力，让她舒解压力和放松自己，希望她可以好好的休息．如果她饿了，我也可以亲自下厨，煮出热腾腾的意大利面让她享用．有很多很多的如果，但是爱确实是可以让这些如果变得更舒服，更温暖．不过，在爱着的当而，总会希望她也会关心我，爱护我．当我得不到这一些的慰问和关怀，会觉得我的付出是没有价值的．所以爱总是充满了期待，但是当她并没有给与这一些期待的时候，往往会觉得失望，到最后是失落．

而喜欢呢．．．．．．．．
当我喜欢一个人的时候，总是希望这一个人过得开心，快乐．凡是能让她过得好的事情，我终会去做．无聊时聊聊，不笑时令她微笑，哭的时候陪着她，听着她哭泣的声音，甚至在有我的地方做回自己，不需要掩饰．在这里，并没有太多的期待，没想过要什么回报。当然最开心的是当她会对你说谢谢，甚至在你生病时对你关心，其实那已经很让人高兴了。因为没希望些什么，所以的得到时往往格外开心。

其实到了最后，
喜欢其实是少少的爱，爱是很多很多的喜欢。
爱总会有要求的，只是在于多还是少而已。。。。。。。