Obstacle Obtain

My career finally come into the stage that need to cross over some obstacles,
Still hanging in confusion environment, which i cant really see the term 'efficiency' in
the company profile,
the top and middle gun is aiming me recently, i guess they sense some of the rebellious
emotion on my face, or my poor performance........... (but sorry to say that my performance is getting better)
Anyway, what i can do is to wait, another chance to jump out from the confusion water,
and fly up high into the sky, of course, with my advantage which i am still improving
and get to learn more........

P/S: Thank to my dear who always support me, you are my source of encouragement......

Cheer
Yoong

Mess come around

My life started become messy since last week,
i am really tired just because of the work load, time adjustment and planning getting worse,
just because i want to sleep more..........
No matter how, is time for me to recover back,
a good break should be taken, therefore i need 3 days to adjust everything, especially my time and also habit.......

Thk to you all who concern me always, i will do whatever as the word i promise......

Cheer
Yoong

Lowest Defensive Point

Both Immune system of spirit and physical have been break through.........
Enemy who name "disappoint and tired" invade my territory and take my every breath from me.....

I think is because i feel really tired to work too much, from teaching, planning for the activity and also handle the problematic students also kill me and force me to the corner of exhausted......
Sometime i really cant understand why can the students performance or action can be so problematic....., but from another point of view, there why they need us as a teacher to educate them.....
Just may be i still have not enough experience and ability........
Or i really find it hard to cope with these,
or the i have put too much effort to finish my duty, but not to teach and educate......

There are too many of possibility, but the main that i need is recover,
cheer up now and also carry on my responsibility....

Gambateh to myself

Cheer
Ming Yoong

心态决定幸福

一个人，原本是名作曲家，但因为经济风暴，丢了饭碗。过后在一家餐馆做侍应，
但是却觉得自己很没用，加上自尊心受创，所以每天喝酒，赌博，欠下高利贷，还要回家打老婆！
然后，在一次的意外当中，他失亿了。
事后的他，得到了一个老伯的帮助，老伯每天只提供三餐，住宿而已。。。。
相反的，他却生活的很开心。每天帮助老伯摆挡，工作。。。。。

同样的一个人，面对着困难的环境，但是却有着不同的心态，
造就了不同的心情。

幸福并不是你一味地追求你想要的，
而是珍惜着你拥有的。。。。

人们都觉得幸福永远都在明天，
却往往忘了它就在身边。。。。

Give up or Wake up?

Finally, i feel my heart is getting tired, and may not carry the burden.........
Therefore, i will pronounce here that to take a rest by release out the pressure and suffer.....

Just because of i felt that we have different heart beat, different rhythm
different tempo, distinct mindset and it let me feel she is really hard to be touched,
an unreachable heart........

thank for the lesson and process, i had happiness in the progress and i really learn much from you,
No matter how we will be, hope you will become mature and better....
Wish all the best happening and will occurs in your way.........
All the best and good luck ya......

Cheer
Yoong

KO AND OK

Finally, i have fall in sickness today, will bad flu and spinning head......
I did went to work, but with dizzy condition, i have no choice just to lean on the table and sleep for a while......
May be is because i am really tired since Monday,
May be is because i have too many of matters to worry
May be is because i have used too much energy to solve my question with answers......
And there are a lot of may be,

Just think that illness is not a good situation for me now,
By the way, i have slept for an evening and should be ok right now.......

p/s: i heard your voice yesterday, with flu and cough.... i cant do a anything apart to say take care and rest earlier.

幸福的味道

今天一早七点，我就如平时上课时间到学校。突然，嫚丽就发了短讯给我，写着
Mr. Ming Yoong
Glad to inform you that your breakfast have been prepared.
Please collect at the 1st floor when you free.

这样的一封简讯+早餐（虽然只是三文治），让我嗅到了一点点幸福的味道。
谢谢嫚丽~

在学校真的好忙，放学后就约了莉香到大将书局，因为它即将要搬家了，所以书本一率折扣50%，我一口气就买了很多很多，谢谢莉香的陪伴，应该没有让你感觉太闷吧！然后，我们去到了the garden 的蓬莱吃台湾餐，再到coffee bean喝black forest。。。。。
这一种感觉真的好安稳，舒服。。。。。

所以谢谢嫚丽和莉香让我看到了幸福的味道。。。。。。

p/s: 真得很想和你分享我的生活，不知道你愿意听吗？希望你可以健康快乐，要努力加油哦