Am I Not that Good

I think that i am one of the quality man in the world,
full of intelligent, knowledge, idea, a lovely man, with concern and a caring person....
And also a person who equip with quite a number of skill, cooking, music playing, singing, computing, web designing, movie editing and music arrangement......

However, at last these doesn't make any help when i was having relationship crisis, because i was lack of confident and not aggressive enough. By the way, i am really different today, i have the confident and aggressive today, and also braveness to cope with every difficulty, even though in the relationship, which i care the most.

Eventually, i am still a human, still got a lot of weaknesses. Someone just say i am not romantic at all, just because i have no much idea on those handicraft..... i really dont believe that, may be just because of the products didnt happen on her.

p/s: honestly, i may be not as romantic as the other does, but i will really try my best to do, may be just to make your face beaming........

Cheer
Yoong

Trap myself again

I had found that i am getting deeper and deeper in the river,
and really care for her always. Although i dont message her and call
her that frequent, but actually i wanted to know how she is everyday.
Either happy or sad, excited or tired, and may be more and more emotion and news related to her,
any problem that she face, i am willing to become her audiences and listen,
even though she is really a long winded and talkative person, :p
but i am always willing to be..........
Sorry that i lie to you, i do check on blog always, concerning about what happen on you, to know you better, either your history or present......
I really want to take care about you when i see you, i did it sometimes, and i argue with u too....
i hav no idea that you like this way of communication or not, but may be just to let you feel that i didnt care much about you, to decrease the pressure on you.
Just hope you always be fine, and the most important is your study since you have been putting lots of effort on it. I will support you always, no matter in action or spiritually. Just because you are the one........

p/s: Wish you happy chinese new year, and all best to your study. :)
Good luck on your exam.

Cheer
Yoong

《起風的季節》

《起風的季節》王羚柔

灰蒙蒙的天，褪色的那張照片
你的笑我好想念
因為距離，比我想的還遙遠
我無力飛到你面前
冷清清的街，一片片枯黃落葉
我好想和你見面
這份思念 變成我唯一的依戀
所以眼淚總沒停歇

起風的季節
沒有你在我身邊
在孤單的黑夜風更加冷冽
滿地落葉，都是我對你的想念
這樣的愛，還是斷線，
起風的季節，如果你在我身邊
像這樣的畫面，幸福的極限
努力加油!要我們再回到從前
希望愛情沒有改變~

有一段时间没用方块字了，然后很久很久，多愁善感的明荣也没出现。
没想到那么小小的一段歌词会引发出我会有很伤感的情绪。
那一天和他们一起唱歌的时候，当中有三个人哭了。。。。
当然我并没有在里面，我当时后觉得我应该稳着场面，所以并没有让情绪影响了自己。
但是，我并非冷血的。。。。。 看着自己的一个好朋友为了感情的事情，被折磨得身心疲惫，也看着前女友忍不住眼泪然后往房外走去。。。。。
但是，我的反应还是一样的，因为我觉得我是可以扛得起的，直到大家散了，回家了，我也累得睡着了。本想着自己会没事的。没想到这一段歌词加上剧情，竟然让眼泪掉了。
可能因为我很清楚知道过去的已经过去了，我曾经等过，坚持过，认真的爱过，付出所有，甚至失去了自己，但是结果还是悲惨的。


p/s: 可能值得我等的人还在前方等着我吧。。。。。

明荣加油，不可能回到从前，不过幸福倒是可以找到得。。。。。

Fireworks

I had not much desire to see firework since i had born....
But it changed my mind while i was in Liverpool two years before,
it was a very nice firework when the city were celebrating she became a cultural capital of Europe on 2008. The fireworks were sparked on top of the famous Albert Dock, with the enchanted background music which fitted with the beat.......
I saw the passion of the residents, and the honour. This changed my mind about fireworks.....

Now, i am in Genting Highland. I have stayed here for 3 days, and today is the last. I saw the fireworks last night, thk to the Chinese new year. I had recorded the whole progress of the fireworks. (But my waist was pain because i had to bent for 10 minutes :( ) Anyway, it is really a good memory for me to enjoy them with my family under the strong, cold wind which like penetrated into our body.

Hope the fireworks will bring all the best to the people no matter they are Chinese or non- Chinese. Although the beautiful of the fireworks are just a short term twinkle, but it can be remembered and stored in people's heart.

p/s: I cant do any divination to predict whether you are the one who can enjoy the fireworks scene with me for the life time, just hope the bliss will be sent to you all over the path you are on.

Cheer
Yoong

Paradox

Finally can hav a good rest. I have 9 days of holidays before i back to school.
but i felt the Chinese new year had lose its meaning.....
For the reunion dinner, i wil hav it with my family member (as ordinary) in Genting Highland,
then i will stay there for 3 days (oh my god)
Just a question for myself, what can i do at there?
Reading?
Entertain myself?
Of course i can really enjoy the holiday with my family member, but isnt it will be better if we
can stay in our comfortable home and also my lovely library.....
Anyway, it had been decided...
Just follow the plan.
Of course i will bring my mum and sis to the theme park,
of course i will go to Starbucks by myself and have a great time with my harry potter~~
and then sure i will go into the casino and ............
to enjoy the banquet only.......

That should be the way i wil have

p/s: Hope your Chinese New Year will be a good time for you to rest as well...........

From
Yoong

Birthday

Yesterday was my birthday,
I found that i am getting rounder and fatter compare with last year.
Is it means this is the time for diet.....

Really, thank to the friends who celebrated with me, including my students who are still studying in secondary too.

I had my blueberry cakes and chocolate cake in a day. Wah! My stomach was full with flour and chocolate. Because i ordered a cup of ice chocolate and a bowl of chocolate ice-cream + i had eaten a big piece of chocolate cake..... I will be a chocolate man soon...........


My birthday wishes is hope the peaceful will come to the world, and also hope everyone, including my friends and family are getting happier and healthier. I have the confidence to make myself live better, just hope the spirit will spread to the others..............

p/s: This is really a happiest birthday i had ever, especially thk to xiao kai yu. Thk to your delicious cookies. I like them really much and find it hard to be finished, because every cookies in the box is really precious.

An Ending but Another Begining

It happened quite some time,
And i really didnt know what should i do.
However, incident came into my life suddenly and we had discuss about our feeling.
I really care about her, if the action i did may affected her emotion badly, this shouldnt be the way it does.
Anyway, i think i have to change the attitude. Eventually, i was been released and my heart was getting lighter at that time. This prove that she was really burned my spirit which had over my limit.
At last, we feel better to each other. Just the 6th sense tell me that we might be on the path in the future.
Is it accurate?
Just let the time prove it...............

p/s: Wish you will be the happiest person in the world

From
Yoong

Alone

Today is another busy day in Confucian, i should be exhausted,
the work and pressure are tiring me....
And i wish to see her once, may be just a few minutes, but at last it cant be.....
Anyway, i found that may be i should alone also, just want to know how much that lonely is......
I back to my home from school before i started the journey.
I had a great bath, and then change into a good looking, then started the first step.
I went to mid-valley after i had collected some document for my mum.
The first thing that i did was putted my ear phone on and listened to my favorite song which are in my phone, then i went to MD to had a delicious and tasty McFlurry. Is was really lovely until i ignored Hagandaze. (Haha)
I had my great dinner in a taiwan restaurant which located in the Garden,
read some books that i like.......
Just the last things i didn't do is ................. watch movie just by myself.....

Hope next time i can do it, anyway, there isnt any interesting movie as well. .....

Hope you also enjoy your time. (Just hope u r happy and blissful)
From
Ming Yoong

A small River

I think i had fallen in a river,
The surface is full with concerning,
but it also affecting my emotion when the waves keep pulling on my body,
It shake my body, and has frighten my heart as well.
Eventually the heart found a piece of small land and rest for a while.
I dont know how long i can stand in,
But just i will stay until last drop of my energy been used......
However, i still hope there will be a full hearted hand will pull me off the river,
and show us where the blissful path is .....

From
Yoong