Trap myself again

I had found that i am getting deeper and deeper in the river,
and really care for her always. Although i dont message her and call
her that frequent, but actually i wanted to know how she is everyday.
Either happy or sad, excited or tired, and may be more and more emotion and news related to her,
any problem that she face, i am willing to become her audiences and listen,
even though she is really a long winded and talkative person, :p
but i am always willing to be..........
Sorry that i lie to you, i do check on blog always, concerning about what happen on you, to know you better, either your history or present......
I really want to take care about you when i see you, i did it sometimes, and i argue with u too....
i hav no idea that you like this way of communication or not, but may be just to let you feel that i didnt care much about you, to decrease the pressure on you.
Just hope you always be fine, and the most important is your study since you have been putting lots of effort on it. I will support you always, no matter in action or spiritually. Just because you are the one........

p/s: Wish you happy chinese new year, and all best to your study. :)
Good luck on your exam.

Cheer
Yoong